为什么？你们这样对待我？我对你们。。。并不是向对那些令人讨厌的人一样对待你们。。没了你们。。。我闷了很多。。。是上天给我的考验 吗？ 还是。。。。令人很无奈。。。还是我做了什么令你们不开心。。。考试快临了。。我们毕业的时间越来越靠近了。。。会不舍得。。。

study study study

study study study....so busy for study........then want work so kesian la
just now already less 3 days for working only
i duno want continue or not.....because i got work , i can see him ma....if stop work...i will not see him le
i want continue de, but i want prepare my big big exam---Spm, then also want 2 tuition...duno want how o.....
i hope when i last day for working, i got see him again, then got someone teman me enjoy lunch...then the better is got someone spend me eat things to celebrate i stop working le... better is i think de ppl teman me eat la...but i think impossible.....
i so scare if i too miss him then i will go 2 find him......
i want focus my study things....but my brain always think him.........so ......
difficult to focus my study la..........

oh no....i not trust....

2day i go 2 work , i got see him walk at my front......

then when i want to place something at loker...on the way i meet him

then after i placed, i see him again at my front...

after when i want go to second floor,i meet him again at stair....

i so scared ...then when he turn back...i faster run up the stair..

when rest ...i got see him again...but he haven see me yet...

after i enjoy my lunch, i go to mcd wash my mug....i got see him at mcd...

i no trust......i 2day meet him many time......i meet my friend less than meet him

so unlucky

i so unlucky i always do wrong things and lost thing

8/12/08
tis day i lost le off duty past, so kesian, i already find long time haven found yet
9/12/08
i lost the lrt value card, that card inside got abv rm10, so hurt.
10/12/08
i take wrong size cloth 2 customer, then my permenant angry me....
11/12/08
i offday
12/12/o8
i see my phone got msg or not, then H.R. want to take my phone, i dun give, then she warning me...i so scare yet...because she mark down my name ......i scare my name in black list....
then when back home, i take lrt.....i at lrt think something .......then i go titwangsa but i go wrong station i go 2 sentul...then i call my mum to take me back home ............then she angry me...so unlucky
13/12/08
my other permenant angry me....she may be dislike me le...then 2day always angry me..

why i so unlucky de

funny

i got see many people that working at sogo....but i dunno who r they but they so like my friends....so funny

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i got like a person but dunno why i 2day think i dislike him le. but when i rest, i go 2 supermarket then got see him but i dunno he got see me or not. that time i duno why i so scare, my heart jump so fast. my god.... why like that de...sometimes say dislike him le....but when meet him...i will like so scare....why????? then like him de feel back again....it is that is because i long time not see him then miss him leh?

working

everyday busy for working then no time teman my family ......i so sorry but if not work i also very boring
now i everyday work full so tired....

i got work at sembonia but now change le....i now at valentino creation-italy.
i so like at sembonia work but i haven "peluang" work again...because..got something else
now i at valentino is ok la....so easy but i unhappy because so bore
but when i at sembonia work i got some happy can chat with kakak
now....ai....boring...my partner lazy then like "merayau-rayau"....then nobody chat with me
when rest....i alone only....i so scare alone, i now so boring
after rest.....go sembonia kacau-kacau, i got feel sorry 2 kakak them because i always disturb they work......i go polo, my relative not so like me go there...

then i dunno want how....

why? my friend also like tat ......nobody teman me....T.T