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study study study....so busy for study........then want work so kesian la
just now already less 3 days for working only
i duno want continue or not.....because i got work , i can see him ma....if stop work...i will not see him le
i want continue de, but i want prepare my big big exam---Spm, then also want 2 tuition...duno want how o.....
i hope when i last day for working, i got see him again, then got someone teman me enjoy lunch...then the better is got someone spend me eat things to celebrate i stop working le... better is i think de ppl teman me eat la...but i think impossible.....
i so scare if i too miss him then i will go 2 find him......
i want focus my study things....but my brain always think him.........so ......
difficult to focus my study la..........